Showing posts with label Baha'u'llah. fasting. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Baha'u'llah. fasting. Show all posts

01 April, 2010

Good-bye to March...

Well, good-bye to
March... pesky little
month anyhow... lol
anyhow, it witnessed
my full fasting period,
which all-in-all was
potentially transforming.

It really taught me a lot, that month.

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Now I am acting on what I had listened too.

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I am taking steps to grow at a rate that I had not in previous months/years thought possible.

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Most of my potential growth has to do with starting by managing relationships.

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Then the fun begins :)

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Some of this had to do with seeking new relationships with certain people, and some was ending others and yet again, sometimes it required me to simply put some on "hold" for now so that I could focus on growing to a certain point before they will be able to be resumed.

huh... Yeah, I am not being too descriptive you say?
Well, I am not intending to be if that helps you.
This entry is more for the journalling value, so that I will have it to look back on.

In the near future I will be going to the Holy Land.
I am so excited. It will be my very first Baha'i Pilgrimage!
My brother will quickly follow me when he goes in July! I am so excited!

Thanks to God alone for certain realizations and understandings which have lead me to the place I am now. Also, I have a wonderful health coach/practitioner which has also helped me along my path. I thank her as well, or at least I thank God for having put her in my life.

ok that is all.

:)

12 March, 2009

Tanks God.

Oh coffee how I love thee...

Anyhow...

I am having another before-the-sun-wakes-up breakfast. I love it.

The fast takes my weaknesses and shines a big fat spotlight on them. Better put would be to say the Sun of Reality shines on my weaknesses at this time.

Baha'u'llah likens this fasting to the Sun and obligatory prayer the Moon... Makes more sense every year...

I really have had some tests this fast (reletive to my capacity of course).

Finding more and more reason to turn
to the writings of this Blessed Cause
is my best friend. Becoming intimately
aware of my meekness is DOPE. Hard
to swallow at first but after a bit opens
my heart enought to SEE and there it is.

This understanding... this "arfan" (sp*?)...

Thank you Baha'u'llah for your kindness.

Thank you Abdu'l-Baha for your lowlyness

and teaching me what it is to be a servant... I
am happy to know I will ever be able to strive
toward that goal.

*throws up his hands and says "I'M HUMAN!!!! WOOHOO!!!"*

Okay, I'm done.