Showing posts with label emotion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotion. Show all posts

23 February, 2010

Lost and found...




Sometimes in life we are on a path. Sometimes the path becomes so much different than we expected, that it seems we have made a mistaken turn. Maybe not. Maybe this is the path. Maybe my mistakes are a part of it...

I have recently discovered more about the importance of being a "sovereignty" as Baha'u'llah asks us to become in the first of His 'Hidden Words'. My relationship with an individual in my life has had to be put on hold for the time being so I can collect myself and when I am around that person I won't feel so infiltrated emotionally. I am finding it a very healthy process, and my prayers for detachment and my daily work towards becoming more sovereign from all save God is really going to pay off. It is difficult, but must be done. It is good to be empathic, but can be unhealthy if you have no known limits. There has to be boundaries, limits.

SO. Is there someone in your life that makes you feel negative whenever you are around them? Do they seem to have a "power" over a part of you? Do you deserve that? All questions that led me to the point where I am now: regrouping. And I feel all the more healthy for it!

Thanks Baha'u'llah, for this is the lesson of boundaries and limits in a world full of oceans of limitless bounties!

me.

14 July, 2009

Wow, what a ride...

I have been on a veritable roLLER Coaster of emotion for the past week or so...

Never
easy when someone very close
to you needs time away. In this case
it made perfect sense...



But that didn't make it easy.



None the less, prayer
and good people really
made it possible-
ultimately God.



I also am having a wonderful time exploring my authentic me. I had a great conversation with Laura Harley tonight after Feast that really helped me to see this- shout out to Laura for her love and support!



The most authentic, whole, empty, yet full at
the same time insides that make me who I
truly am in the eyes of God. I love that person.
Sometimes it is hard to remember and to stay
conscious of the beauty we are given. It is
within us. So deep.



Cindy complemented me a while back on my ability to remember that the answers we are most commonly seeking are inside us. I want to say that was nearly the greatest complement I have ever been given, if not the greatest. Of course this takes our remembering that deep inside us is only Light- the source of all that is and all that ever will be...



We are all a part of that light.



That is to be Blessed.